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Things have been a litttttle bit.. overwhelming lately.

It is so hard to try and note particular moments in a day when your own mind is so saturated with dark thoughts that are boiling up a storm. Even when the sun was shining it was still pissing a thunderstorm in my mind. Anyway,

 I decided to get out of the house yesterday for some fresh air and was mindlessly looking around shops in town until I came across one of the quirky Brighton ones that sold all sorts of books on British Humour 

so I randomly got one out of the shelf and of allll titles.....

'SHIT HAPPENS SO KEEP GOING.'

Wow, for a second there it felt like a Final Destination moment (minus any freak accidents apart from banging my bag against a shelf). In my mind I thought Ha ha you stupid life and your stupid humour.

Hey, at least it helped me crack a half smile. 

No one is in control of your happiness but you; therefore, you have the power to change anything about yourself or your life that you want to change
- Barbara de Angelis

And it's true. It's just a shame we forget this all the time because we let ourselves get swallowed by the shit that's happening in our lives. But we're lucky, because there's always a tomorrow to fix and move on from today.